Lowest of Low
I really thought my low days were behind me. After my entire house burned down, I thought, “What else could possibley go wrong in my life?” Well – we are officially broke. Like…literally. 0.00 dollars in our bank account. And it’s only Sept. 6th. We don’t get paid until October 1st. My credit card is maxed out. What the Hell are we supposed to do?
My brother is coming to stay with us and I’m hoping it turns out to be an opportunity. I really hope he decides to live with us for a bit so he can help out with the rent. We really need that. And he (in my opinion) needs me to help him straighten out his life. He’s an addict, and I want to take him to a few NA meetings. I know how much 12 step has helped me…I hope he allows me to take him so it may help him as well. The problem is that his disease wins most of the time and convinces him he has no problem. Just because he may not be doing his drug of choice doesn’t mean he still doesn’t suffer from his disease. Why do you think he has to move in with us? Because my dad won’t enable him anymore and he’s been living off of other people his entire life. God bless the boy…I love him to death…but he’s almost 30 and still lives a miserable life.
Hopefully this will be a great chance for the both of us. PLEASE GOD – HELP ME. HELP US.
