Hi Everyone!
I’m so sorry I haven’t written. Things in life have led me away from hardcore recovery, although I still am going to my meetings. I just haven’t been using writing as a tool for recovery lately. So now I’m starting again.
This month I am nine months abstinent from restricting food in order to lose weight. Still a little “off” with how I feel about my body, but lately I’ve been accepting it more. I’m even thinking about getting a piercing on my lower back because I feel most insecure about the “fat” i have there. If I got a piercing there, it would sort of be like an “I don’t care what I look like” thing and would show it off to the world. If you are wondering what a piercing on the back looks like, click here.
I declared myself a sponser. I think it’ll really help me in my recovery because it hasn’t been at its best. I just need some sponsees, but I know that will come in my Higher Power’s time. ;-)
I’ll write more later. Thanks for anyone reading this!
